Umbrella
Repeatedly remind me to bring an umbrella,
You say it often rains here. It will rain,
Although I haven't encountered one yet.
Throughout the year,
I may only unfold it three or four times.
While my drawer is filled with those plastic covers.
It rains often,
I often encounter such questions.
As if I don't belong to their world.
I'm someone who prefers to stay indoors.
I often see it, inside, but it doesn't come to me.
I sit in the back. In cafés, classrooms, at home.
Not often, and not willingly,
Walking in the rain,
Experiencing the freedom of wind and rain.
After all, why,
Must one suffer in the cold and damp,
To cleanse pain, or to seek attention?
To be in a moving atmosphere, to blend in,
To receive comfort and embrace,
The umbrella, why unfold it after all?
If unfolding it brings protection,
Why use the body to endure,
To defend such coming from the natural world.
You say, what you want to do is protect, not harm.
Would you call it a gift, or punishment?
Cite as: Dai Pan, "Umbrella," Three Worlds, Their World, poem 16, 2025. https://daipan.ink/their-world/umbrella