Feather

From Still Life, Three Worlds by Dai Pan (潘岱). Poem 26.

I look at myself in the mirror,
Teardrops sliding down my cheeks.
Above, impossible to ignore,
White hair at twenty-one years.
For this age,
I cannot disregard the sign,
As I stand before time's passing once again.

Time's rhythm halts in silence,
Like that lone white feather
On a rooster's tail in twilight.
Colorful white among many hues,
Gently falling, then mud-stained,
Turning to a dull yellow, at the end,
This is what I witnessed in childhood.
I saw, white to yellow, deep,
So, it becomes black.
To be honest, I believe it,
Though my mother does not.
White hair comes too early for my age.
What should I contemplate? Say.
What experiences have I gathered?
Think. Defending against my own aging,
As if needing to prove some worth
Knowing early decline means
Either falling into sewers
Or remaining beside the pillow on my bed.

White feathers descend from the sky.
I know they will soon change,
Turn black, drift white, to,
A fleeting moment of purity.
Until white becomes a spectrum of colors,
A hue beyond description.
I know, I learned.
This is the endless end.

Cite as: Dai Pan, "Feather," Three Worlds, Still Life, poem 26, 2025. https://daipan.ink/still-life/feather

Still Life 26

Feather

I look at myself in the mirror,
Teardrops sliding down my cheeks.
Above, impossible to ignore,
White hair at twenty-one years.
For this age,
I cannot disregard the sign,
As I stand // before time's passing once again.

Time's rhythm halts in silence,
Like that lone white feather
On a rooster's tail in twilight.
Colorful white among many hues,
Gently falling, then mud-stained,
Turning to a dull yellow, // at the end,
This is what I witnessed in childhood.
I saw, white to yellow, deep,
So, it becomes black.
To be honest, I believe it,
Though my mother does not.
White hair comes too early // for my age.
What should I contemplate? Say.
What experiences have I gathered?
Think. Defending against my own aging,
As if needing to prove some worth
Knowing early decline means
Either falling into sewers
Or remaining beside the pillow // on my bed.

White feathers descend from the sky.
I know they will soon change,
Turn black, drift white, to,
A fleeting moment of purity.
Until white becomes a spectrum of colors,
A hue beyond description.
I know, I learned.
This is the endless end.